MY BODY DOESN'T BELONG TO ME

MY CLOTHES DON'T BELONG TO ME
MY LIFE DOESN'T BELONG TO ME
WHERE IS HOME WHEN I DON'T EVEN FEEL WELCOME IN MY OWN BODY
MOMMY YOU'RE BURNING THE HAIR ON MY SKIN OFF IT HURTS IT HURTS SO MUCH
I'M CRYING AND YOU'RE LAUGHING I CRY AND CRY AND I CAN'T BREATHE
I BELONG TO YOU BECAUSE YOU BIRTHED ME
I AM NOT HUMAN AND I AM NOT ALLOWED TO FEEL HUMAN
I AM AN OBJECT TO BE OWNED AND MOLDED TO YOUR DESIRES
MY BODY IS YOURS TO SHAPE AS YOU PLEASE
YOU GAVE ME THE CLOTHES YOU LIKED
YOU GAVE ME THE LIFE YOU LIKED
IT DOESN'T MATTER THAT I AM SAD AND DISGUSTED AND HAVE NO SENSE OF SELF
EVERYTHING YOU DID WAS FOR MY OWN GOOD
I SHOULD BE HAPPY AND THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING YOU GAVE UP FOR ME
I LOVE YOU MOMMY WHAT CAN I BECOME FOR YOU NEXT

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